Gambling.... YOU BET, I BET, WE BET...

(blogging frm my hp =p)

my dg combined with jess' dg to do a mhs party today..

was feeling esp inferior today was actually the xiao hua xiao cao show.... It made me feel like i got nothing to offer this world.. Nothing that i can ever be competent in or proficient.. Nothing to contribute..
It's the whole thing about comparing others and me..
Had to tell myself (and wanna tell you now :D ) our worth is in Christ, and a God who loves us deep deep.. Who loves us though we offend Him with our constant sinfulness..

Ps ed always say we got a destiny etc.. And naturally our first thought is like those big names like jim elliot or those cambridge guys go china start mission work or pastors etc...
Then i realised that His destiny for us may not be big scale, but for us to just obey.. And this destiny could well be just some small office worker who shines or a dad who influences his kids to love God deep deep or even just a taxi driver who shares God,s love to all his passengers...
Basically, our destiny is not ours,
But God's destiny in us.. And He calls us to shine and be distinct cuz Jesus is inside us..

:)