Saturday, July 16, 2011

 

doing video editing...

is really tiring. i admire those who do this as a profession!
Thank God for the blessing of a mac. it really does reduce much more headaches compared to a windows machine.

But so what if there's a good machine?
the same old sin occurs, the same old procrastinating spirit.
And i lost my whole nite of sleep.
best thing is that now at 6:44am, since doing it from 11pm, it's only half done.
ArGH!

is it possible to ever be in sync and chiong efficiently? school is starting! and i doubt i will be able to handle it.
But since i am inside, He will enable me to handle it. and i better handle it well as it's stewardship.

Lord, am i still a small boy?

anyways, what is it about peer leadership that fails? Is it the fact that everyone is too familiar with each other and can't really respect the authority of a leader as everyone knows his flaws too much too many?
Why is it that though a leader has been selected, in effect someone else takes over? is it cuz he abdicated?
or is it just the fact that he CMI?

how to move on forward, when there's such a dearth of personal relationship and the stagnating conversations.
Even when a brother tells me that though we can lead as team, we all have different ideas. Can't there be one? Can't there be a decision maker? Must everything be democratic?
If only kindreds abounded more.
Lest you only be labelled weirdo.

Prayer unites our hearts to Him. When we are in Him, our hearts will be from Him, and together, we'll be for Him as one.

May we see that happening soon!
May we see lives transforms in community!
May the relationships be real and may our purpose be Yours.
This i ask in Jesus Name.
amen amen amen!


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